Very Fustrated

Well i guess i am just venting a little...
To start off Luke didnt even get a birthday card from his dad this year even though he works and works his butt off for him. I cried when Luke told me that. Im use to not getting a card, but LUKE!!!! Then we go over for cake and icecream for october birthdays (which i aways am forgotten but dont really care) and my kids get blamed for messing up the house and have to clean it up. But its ok for their kids to come to our house and not have to lift a finger after toys get thrown all over.....also Lukes stepmom just up's and leaves...HELLO MCFLY! nice manners eh? While i am getting Hayden buckled into her seat, i was looking at the "family" pictures.....im looking down the line and get to ours.....our "family" picture consisted of Luke, Maddy, Paige and Bailey!? What the heck! they had one of the 4 of us, but we havent had one since. We dont even know how they got it, but it was from a trip to denver. Nevermind that we have one on the top of our blog here that is also on facebook. Needless to say i was very very very hurt and just wanted to get the crap out of that house. There are sooooo many days i wonder what we are doing, but luke has his heart set on a shop, but is it really worth it? For him to get yelled at for doing what he was told to do? If anyone reads this im sorry if it offends you but its the truth. I guess that is it.